Caitlin has Asperger's. The world according to her is black and white; anything in between is confusing. Before, when things got confusing, Caitlin went to her older brother, Devon, for help. But Devon has died, and Caitlin's dad is so distraught that he is just not helpful. Caitlin wants everything to go back to the way things were, but she doesn't know how to do that. Then she comes across the word closures' and she realizes this is what she needs. And in her search for it, Caitlin discovers that the world may not be black and white after all. §2010 National Book Awards Young People's Literature