The emotional and gripping memoir from multi-million copy Sunday Times bestselling author of Never Look Back and A Sicilian Affair, perfect for fans of Cathy Glass and Lesley Pearse. Susan was only nine when her beloved mother died. Not long after, still a tiny child, she was sent away to school. In just one year her entire world had fallen apart. Struggling to cope so far from home, Susan pushed away the one person she loved best: her father. Years passed, and the legacy of her tragic childhood remained as poignant as ever. But slowly, Susan understood that to overcome her grief, she had to learn to love - and trust – again. And so began a journey of reconciliation that would change her world once more ... PRAISE FOR SUSAN LEWIS ... 'A multi-faceted tear-jerker’ Heat'Expertly written to brew an atmosphere of foreboding, this story is an irresistible blend of intrigue and passion, and the consequences of secrets and betrayal’ Woman'Utterly compelling’ Sun'Spellbinding! You just keep turning the pages, with the atmosphere growing more and more intense as the story leads to its dramatic climax’ Daily Mail'One of the best around’ Independent on Sunday'Sad, happy, sensual and intriguing’ Woman’s Own