Order now and receive the stunning DELUXE FIRST PRINT RUN while supplies last-featuring gorgeous sprayed edges with stenciled artwork and special cover design features. This breathtaking collectible is only available as part of a LIMITED FIRST PRINT RUN in the US and Canada only, a must-have for any book lover. I'm NHL defenseman Lance Romero, AKA Lance "Romance. " I'm notorious for parties and excess. I have the most penalty minutes in the league. I get into the most fights. I take the most hits. I'm a player on and off the ice. This is who I am. Until her. I was her first kiss at a party she shouldn't have been at. I shouldn't want her because I'm toxic and I know it. But I want her more than anything. I should leave her alone because she's all the good things in this world. She lights up my dark. But I won't be able to walk away. Because I don't know how to stop once I'm already falling.